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Thursday, November 1, 2012

it's been..too long!

wow...it's been quite a while since i last posted here..in this blog..my own blog... sigh...i really am not suitable as a blogger...but well..its my blog anyway..hahaha let see...what do we have here..hmm... i was just graduate from University last May!!clap clap..good job ijah (pats my own back)..you've finally finish your years of studying a.k.a torturing...sigh... and i just got a job...like 2 weeks ago...clap clap..good job ijah,good job(patting my own back again since i was alone right now)...after being jobless for almost a year...shame on you ijah!!kekeke...i'm lazy..what can i do?? actually,it wasn't because i didn't get a job before this,but i was just being a lazy bum,and decided not to take the offers...so much for being lazy...sigh..(shaking my head left and right)..i even got my dream job...and Internal Auditor...but i refused...such a lazy me...do i regret it??strangely,i'm not!!hahahaha...weird but its true...maybe i wasn't thinking too much about my future just yet...or maybe i was just being picky...i don't know really.. my new job...its quite a good deal...the pay is high...the jobs itself isn't too stressful just yet..but in the future..i don't know..maybe it'll be a little stressful..but i think,i can handle stress... talking about stress..to be honest,in my 24 years,i was never actually being too depressed..like that kind of depression/stress that i can't handle...nope,i never had that...i think i was never stressed out about anything at all..maybe i wasn't taking anything seriously...even with my study..when all of my friends being stressed out about upcoming examinations..i wasn't..i sleep peacefully the night before the exam.....that's why,when everyone was kinda depressed after the exams because the can't answer the questions..i'm not since i didn't study that much..there's nothing to be stress about!!lately,i come across this article saying that chocolate have these chemical thingy that can help us reduced stress...hmmm,so that's why i'm not depressed at all!!!i ate chocolates...a lot...especially the dark one...delicious!! i'm gonna end this here for today...since i have a flu..and i just ate my medicine,and now my head is spinning like crazy..so adios!

LIFE ISN'T ALWAYS FAIR....BUT ITS BEAUTIFUL AS IT IS...

urghh....life is so not fair!!!
how come they always got what they want and i got nothing??
i guess life is just not fair...at least for now...