just close my eyes...

My feet on the ground but i can't run...
Drowning the noise inside my head..
Who is this girl that i've become???
Its killing me to see myself....
How do you learn how to forgive
When deep down inside you can't forget??
With all that i regret...
I pray for the first time in the long time...
The lies fade away....
Finally i'm waking up...
I feel like i can let it go...
Say everything i wanted to say...
i'm ok with being by myself...
When i close my eyes....
I know that i'm alive....
I never was sure...but now i am..
This was the choice i had to make...
Maybe i'll never understand..
Sometimes you've got to make mistakes...
I mean...how do you know where to go when you're going??
And how do you know that you know when it's over???
I see it now...for the first time in a long time...
Believe me when i say...
That i've finally waking up...and finally i've feel that i can let it go...everything..